When you start out with dreams of becoming a published author, you have no deadlines. No pressure.
But when you finally have a publisher, or become truly serious about an Indie career and set up your first book as a pre-order on Amazon or other platforms, everything changes. Deadlines loom and must be met.
But still, life happens.
Computer crashes. Illnesses or deaths in the family. Other situations that can't be put on the back burner. Spiders.
I was struggling with a tight deadline, with at least fifty pages left and less than a week to do them, when I saw it: The biggest wolf spider I'd ever seen. These spiders are especially creepy because they are clearly sentient.
They see me. Freeze. Clearly watch for my next move. Consider their next move. Then they race for cover. If I move, they change course.
It's all fine if I encounter them outside, but this behemoth was on the workbench in the shop downstairs. Which meant I would eventually see him again.
I love all animals. Our kids grew up owning every kind of indoor pet — rodents, lizards, fish, cats, dogs, and even snakes. But their pet tarantula was a bridge too far, as are random and uninvited spiders.
This one raced underneath a crumpled paper towel. I impulsively slammed my hand down. The creature escaped, but a heavy piece of angle iron was lying in wait under that towel, and I broke a bone in my hand.
Trying to type with my new cast was a disaster, and the clock was ticking toward my book deadline.
Fortunately, speech-to-text programs for Mac computers have been evolving over the years and were fairly good at that point in time. Trying to dictate my story helped me inch toward my final chapter.
And then...I caught a cold, which swiftly turned to severe bronchitis and then laryngitis. However much that speech-to-text program had improved, it could not read my thoughts when I couldn't speak...so I was back to typing with one hand.
I did meet that deadline, but barely, and this experience taught me some lessons:
Appreciate the normal capabilities I (usually) have.
Be kind to spiders.
And never again let myself get behind on deadlines!
That book was out several years ago. But I do have a new book that was released earlier this month!
Leave a comment, and you will be entered in a drawing for a free e-copy of Dangerous December, the book that precedes it in this Northern Pines Suspense series
DANGEROUS SUMMER is a heartwarming, character-driven, small-town romance. This clean, faith-friendly romance has a light touch of suspense.
Sophie is a widowed mom focused on her child. He’s hiding from the world. But with forced proximity and her job at stake, can opposites attract and become an unexpected chance at love?
It's a heartfelt story of second chances, family, and the power of love to heal even the deepest scars.
All my best to you in 2026!
Roxanne Rustand
Oh my! Revenge of the spider indeed. Did you hear an evil chuckle as it skittered away? My lesson learned - always save and back up. How learned - master’s final project on a computer that crashed two weeks before it was due. I love automatic saving to the cloud! Becca12901 at yahoo
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ReplyDeleteLove your books. Stress when you are working is hard. Hope you finally got the spider. jenningsask@verizon.net
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ReplyDeleteThis sounds intriguing and full of twists and turns. I’d love to read it. Whenever life gets in the way, and I need to take a step back, I open a good book and read. I’m immediately transported to another time and place. It really helps. jeannek330@gmail(dot)com
ReplyDeleteSeeing a spider—especially a large one—where you don’t expect it to be is the worst! I was in the backseat of a car once when a colorful garden spider larger than a quarter started crawling on the front passenger door of while we driving. The passenger in the front seat tried smashing it and missed, at which point we pulled over to try to find it. We did not.
ReplyDeleteWe drive home the rest of the way keeping an eye out for it. The driver found it a few mornings later after it spun a web overnight over the dash board.
Thanks for the chance to read your new book!
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Sounds like a great book.
ReplyDeleteOh my! I do not like spiders in the house either. I am sure I would have reacted the same way you did, injuring myself just as you did. I have read some of your older books and would love to read more.
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Sounds good! Thanks for the chance!
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ReplyDeleteI have been waiting for this book to release so that I could serial binge-read them! I started this book last night!
ReplyDeleteThese books have been so good, and I have really enjoyed them!
(Although, Roxanne, I need to email you about a discrepancy I found between books 3 and 4! I need your email, please!)
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Oh my! I do not like spiders at all! I would have called an exterminator. I pray your hand heals perfectly with no problems. Thank for sharing.
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DeleteI am not a spider person either. I think I would have tried to kill it. We have a cat that likes to play with them. He always alerts us if he finds one. God bless you. dpruss@prodigy.net
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ReplyDeleteI hope your hand healed quickly.. the book looks good
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